How I see it all...

I think that as I'm super busy (sarcasm) on this lovely April Fools Day, I'll take a moment to write a blog entry about I don't know what. Actually, now that I think about it, I think I'll write about some people I know. I'm sure you'll figure out which one you are if you're included.

You're supposed to be so much more but you don't seem to have a drive for anything else. I mean, I suppose you could truly be completely content with your existence but it just doesn't seem to make sense. Seriously? You're going to live forever and that's how you want to do it? To each their own I suppose. Lately, you've been worrying me. I know that you said you're drowning but there isn't anything there that compels me to save you...I don't think you even care about anything outside of your world anymore. I don't know how it got that way but I suppose you'll either one day wake up and realize that you're completely alone...or you won't. I can't say I blame you sometimes. Humanity as it is tends to be rather depressing. No matter what we do to save them, they keep digging deeper and deeper into their troubles. I suppose that each of us could say the same of ourselves though. In any event, as the moments pass, I feel that you are more and more detached from me as I am from you. Time off seems like a good idea now as there isn't much we can do to come to terms with appreciation of one another. I wish you the best of luck in your future edeavors and I know we'll pass again. We're eternal.

I sometimes wish that you could be part of my world. I know that your eyes look upon it from time to time. You're a beautiful creature in that you're so frail in the physical sense but I commend you greatly on the point that you have stuck around for so long. I know it's often difficult for me to be able to discern the sensation of the love that I feel for you as a friend and that as a lover. I think I may have finally managed to coordinate some control over that recently and though I'm sometimes left wondering, I know that it's better this way. I know you can't wait forever and I really don't expect you to. I suppose I'm simply taking your time for granted sometimes.

**Meeting** Finish later.