Someone suggested that maybe it was a rip in time that we've fallen into that leads us to where where are now. Perhaps it's just the two of us watching the rest of the world pass us by oh so slowly wherein our own sense of reality is zipping away at speeds unimaginable. I would argue that it really doesn't matter though. Am I happy? Yes. Do I feel whole? Yes. Why am I still wanting? I don't know...Actually, I have a couple of ideas. It seems that our world is broken into tiny little facets that reflect what each angle of our lives face and are drawn upon. It's a little bit sad to think that there isn't a single point that doesn't involve money. Was there ever a point in our world when this wasn't the case? Was there ever a time when simple things like love, hope, direction, or happiness were ever sustained on something else? Faith perhaps? It seems that these days that faith is a dying idea that is only held as an unobtainable concept. I was created into this reality with one objective.
Funny Things
Author: Asian Sensation / Labels: time"Give as much as you possibly can while taking as little as possible back..."
It saddens me to think that these days, this isn't something that I'm doing at all. I had a discussion with someone once about the concept of friends and how that they aren't truly needed. I suppose that in the most simple of explanations, that was my belief on the matter. I can say now that I was somewhat wrong in this...If it were not for friends now, where would I be? I suppose I could follow suite with my closest of peers and simply take life from anyone as I need it. I'm very happy knowing however that I love. I truly do love and adore. It's even more warming to know that I am loved in return despite what I am among those I surround myself with. So for the time being, I will continue to play this game. You win...Still. I'm okay with that too. I don't need to win this one and so my current challenge to myself is to return to my foundation. With patience from you, I will become all that I was and all that I will be. I still have faith in my love for you and your love for me. I still have faith that there is hope in this world and the people that fill it and the positive changes that they can make. I still have faith that there is a direction for you, for me, and for us. I still have faith in happiness. I know it now and I know that within our seemingly separate flow of time that it can and will continue. Thank you for you and all that you are. I love you.
PS, I still think sperm are alive.
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Not sure what this game you are playing in is, and that's okay - but I don't like the way 'for the time being' feels. I am glad you have faith - for faith is what we need. I ended my most recent poem about us with that implication. I have nothing but patience and acceptance of you, I hope that you can return the favor. I am glad you believe it can and will continue.
Sperm are alive as a cell of skin, or muscle. Not as a separate bacterium.
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