How I see it all...

It's another blog and another day. The difference in the matter is that the days have been passing but the blogs haven't been published. It seems more than ever now that I am unable to find clarity in my thoughts. Lately, I've been seeing so much of everything else in the world that I really have no business being involved with. Aside from that, the story is all the same from the last time. I still can't find a job. I still can't find myself. I still stand alone in a world where those that are supposed to do the least are actually doing the most. It's kind of funny how that works. Someone tells you that you can count on them and then they're not there. Then, it's those that have neither promised nor offered nothing in the past that are there to catch you when you fall. It's like having a sudden saviour in the matter. I suppose that in good time, it will all work itself out. In the meantime, I suppose I'll just be doing the regular. I'll keep looking and keep myself busy with the trivial tasks of feeling like I have a purpose. Despite how I never expected to associate with many of them ever again, I am bringing people from a past back into my world. It isn't that they ever truly left as we still chop chop and such. Now, we're going to take it to another world where fireballs and swords and undead prevail. It can't be anything but fun right? We'll see. In other news, I think that a sudden and severe impact that I have experienced more than once in my recent life may have actually caused damage. Either that or I need to stop thinking so much. You'll understand what I mean I suppose. I'm hoping that it's the latter. Well, I suppose that's it for such a short notice in a blog. Here's to the fifth of May and a nice day outside. Here's to being tired but not wanting to sleep. Here's to love. Here's to breakfast with a truly amazing person. Good day and take care.